Dissolve.

Futility eats at me.

Pointlessness.

Running fast and hard into the dark so we can run fast and hard into the dark and eventually fall over choking and exhausted and happy that we ran fast and hard into the dark.

Makes it impossible to keep work.

To stay in one place.

To be motivated, goal oriented, or successful in the eyes of anyone or myself.

To be impressed, inspired, interested, or interesting, inspiring, or impressive.

Lay on the bed. Stare at the wall or out the window. Remember the fire of drinking. Remember my cremation.





day.








night.








day.








Lay on the bed. Stare at the wall or out the window.



Dissolve.